Jeez how a year changes you! No way last year did I think I would be here, working in a small co-op, in a tiny village with nothing to do but work. Calculating how many hours I will have to sleep if I went to sleep at 10 and woke up at 5. How many hours I would need to be alert and awake. Being on a strict bedtime. I feel like I'm 12! I'm too responsible for a 23 year old :(.
This time last year, at university, I didn't care what time I went to sleep, my body didn't care. I went to sleep when I felt like it and woke up when I needed to. Even stayed up late at the library when I knew I would be at uni the next morning. But this job. I feel like I need to be awake and alert and do the best job I can, in a job I don't really want. Then again, what do I want to do? God knows, no seriously, only god knows, because I sure don't. Stop motion animator? Archeologist? Work with animals? Shop work? Office work? Lets be honest the second one, i'm not qualified for xD but I want to be indiana jones haha.
You know what I want, like anyone else, is adventure, excitement. I romantise life too much, I want a movie life complete with an amazing job and a movie type romance. I'm a dreamer.
Wow that was deep stuff for a blog :/ and for 10 o'clock on a saturday night lol. I feel like my life is going no where, the months are just passing me by. Although I do have an exciting May, a ghost hunt, 1D concert and a zombie survival day! Lets hope May makes my year. Here here!
Anyway, because i'm a radgie and i'm in work 7 days straight (3 days in), i'm going to sleep.
I hope my next blog post is much more cheerful xD. Hope you are all looking forward to the next monster on my calender :D. I will be posting it on 1st May :D.
Get back to what you were doing ^_^
Toodles for now xx
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